rakontura Not happy. But not complaining.

(ganyan ka dilim ang kinabukasan mo pag hindi ka nag aral.)

halos hindi mo maaninag, peo alam mong nandun.
the existence is always foreshadowed by it's essence.
we disregard things we know exists but doesnt suit our tastes.

hmm.
reunion?
huwag na lang siguro.






catch up soon.

goal.
you see it but there's a lot of things keeping you from it.

wires.
they keep you in place though you dont want to be there.
they're important to someone else but not for you.
and yet, you receive unwanted effects.

cut the wires?
pursue other goals?
a matter of choice you'll want to think about.


..sorry for this post took some time.
..and congratulations to our new vp.
..and we'll be waiting for your next 'great' move, mr Roxas.
(give us something to laugh about)

offered so many choices.

and wish you'll pick the right one.

what i you picked up the wrong one?
tsk.

repercussions.
ill-fated effects.
shits.
craps.

higher. darker. smaller.
think of the things you dont usually see with them if share the same perspective.

hm.

kelangan ko pa bang maging malalim para maintindihan?

if i would change my way of thinking and set it into accepting things i cant handle, then this world would be perfect.

accept.
accept.
accept.

the things i have right now are:
1. not permanently mine.
2. not an extension of myself.


or aren't they?

ayos.
just when i thought that the last thing that would have wrong grammar with it is my software engineering exams, dumating to.


suggestions?
recommendations?
e-mail me at ajhlpalma@yahoo.com


violent reactions?
just press alt + f4.

catch up soon.

People keep and keep on searching for the right one.
It's almost annoying at times since there is no right one..
You could fall in love today saying she's the one.
Only to find out later on she's not.
Life is so much more complicated than a search for your one true love.
People should learn to manage their expectations.
And consider if what they desire is realistic.

I have not found the right one.
Because she's non-existent.

But I have found the "present one".

The only thing permanent in this world is change.
And people do change.
We fall in and out of love.
So why bother asking if your current girlfriend is the right one.
Enjoy what you have.
The future can be too chimerical.

What is now...
What is present...
That is all that matters.

You should learn to cherish it.

If your relationship last until death, Great.
If it does not.
You'll look back saying.
That wasn't all bad.
I had a wonderful time with the "past one".


--copied shit. stinks.

yea, the biggest thing i could do for the coming elections.

strong signals make others around them weak.

ganun naman e, masama tingin sa mga dominante.
kahit na ang iniisip lang nila e ang kapakanan ng iba.

[*tagalog a*]

bring them together and they'll tear each other apart.
and they'll hang each other.

tsk.
pointless.

like a teeth without a mouth.

things that keep me alive.

neglected.
hesitated upon.

but helps.

and nourishes.

makes you fat.
(n_n)

scratches nose to relieve agony.
helps others and see them suffer.

the more they suffer, the more pleasure it gives.

scratch that fly off your nose.

and see that fly flying towards them.

scratch, scratch, scratch.

would i shift?

pursues a thing though outcome is uncertain.
crashes down like a plane.

yet overcomes fears.
yet overcomes the weaknesses and making them the foundation of your personality.

reading this crap wont make it easier for you to understand though.

labits.

would you still climb the stairs if it would mean that you'll never look back again?

would you still choose someone who's choosing themselves?

baket, baket, baket?

hagdan ba ito o aparisyon lang.

aakyat ka ba o hihintayin mo pang may makasama ka?

it sets, no matter how much effort you exert in stopping it.

it happens even though you've done your best in preventing it.

and it will continue to be unless you understand and accept things the way you dont want them to.

cause that's the basic idea of life.

getting along with things you dont want.

kasi kung laging masusunod ang gusto mo,it would be utter non sense.

thats not the REAL life.

sinong nagsabing madamot sila?

tsk.

take note, we give them the money to buy the freaking machine and yet, they deprive us of the privilege of talking with them.

san roque dam.

yea skul.

long way towards real agony.

it should really be worth it,though.

sabi nga sa macarthur(thanks jeff!!), dalawang dekada ka lang mag aaral.

pag nagpabaya ka, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang katumbas.

kung malalaman lang yun ng lahat, walang gugustuhing magbulakbol.

(ps, under renovation ang path na yan ngayon sa skul.)

nakakasakit pero nd nasasaktan.
ai buhay.

kung puro bato ang nabubuhay sa mundo, uunlad ang construction business.

hehe.

hates studying but loves going to school.

school is good.
teachers arent.

and if there's one thing they should do, improve.

Lingayen.
never thought i'd get along here.

the most ironic place i can see.

this would be one of the places na hindi ko aakalaing magsusurvive ako.

i found some of my best friends here.

at least i tried.

unexpected na makasalubong sa hagdan, si mushi king.
hehe.

aus.

vitamin c.

hmmm.
mapupuno muna ito ng pictures hangga't wala pa akong naiisip na maayos ayos na topic.

[kalamansi art. hehe.]

aun. medyo matagal na din since last post.

thinking of good ways to spend and i guess this would be good.


ang lamig dito.

[si barrel man yung nasa taas. pangarap nung high school.]

he would make a good friend.
always ready to give you a good laugh.

sana lahat ng friends ko, tulad ni barrel man.

[*laugh*]